2:24

I just don't know, because it's never been like this before, and honestly the whole situation just freaks me out. But, just stop trying to get to know what's happening, because I don't even know. It just happens.

9:42

I'm done, all done, done, done, done, done, done. To the point where I just want to sleep all day, and forget about everything, and let it pass some years. But I'm not done.

Acid goes to your head, X goes to your heart.

11:47

Constantly speaking isn't necessarily communicating.

That's how it ultimately is, and i think the gaping holes are finally filling in, and everything is getting fixed, i just hate relaying on some map of the world to explain in future tense what tomorrow will be like, and believing it. I just want to break away from it, but at the same time, it gives me the comfort i need. It lists all the things i have to bring tomorrow. I don't know but it's becoming easier, dealing with everything.

6:15

I think i'm going to stay here forever, not a place, but just the things wrapping around, the good with the bad, I just like being happy, whatever it takes.

I might be falling off mountains, and it's all good.

8:36

I lived sometimes, a great quality. It seems so up close that these little random instances are built up, into little blocks of memory that lead to adventures, that numb my little mind and just make me smile the whole day. Sort of unable to focus, around all the excitement of the day.

don't worry, be happy.

i am giving up wants i no longer need, i am completely fulfilled in this now moment.

got nothing to.

9:59

space makes me cry, when I think about it,. We're all so small, yet everything seems so big at times, but in reality every single thing is so minuscule. Nothing will ever compare to the sun's warmth. I just want to lay out, and burn, sort of. I just want everything to fade out, and become smaller and smaller with every ounce of time.

I like space, the one I give, the one you receive, and the one you ultimately leave me with, but it's so cold, and I'd just really like some warmth you know. But it doesn't seem like i'll ever get smaller and smaller, it seems like i'll always be wrapped up in some universe where everything is crucial and every single move is so great and big like giants. Where a single glimpse can break down cities and sewer lines.

That's how i ultimately feel, as if, any little thing, breaks cities inside. Where as, every single day, silently the whole city is just falling apart. But the simplest thing, rebuilds it as well. I don't know what to expect out of the cold and warmth anymore. I just would like to go numb and shrink, shrink intellectually, shrink physically, shrink emotionally, until i'm microscopic. I would just like to not be able to count and tell time, because it doesn't even exist right?